Thursday, February 3, 2011

Reminiscence


                                 
8 Years. Not a short period of time, when I came here I was in class 10th. I came to this place because my mother got transferred from Sarni – the place where I grew up. My brother was upset when he heard the news that we have to go to Bhopal, and so am I, but I don’t know how I gathered the strength to hide that feeling and instead took it as a positive turn for my life.
Finally we came to Bhopal. I have never lived in an apartment like this before, which have Chetak Bridge in its neighborhood and a workshop in its premises along with a railway line guarding one of its boundaries. This place is completely antithesis to Sarni, to what I like. Still anyhow I avoid all these anomalies of the place and started to live here. One or two days after we shifted my parents took us for admission as already decided my brother got admission in K.V. – 3 the same school in which my mother has been transferred to but since the school was new at that time, they didn’t have any class 10th so my parents took me to K.V. – 1. At K.V. – 1 my first encounter was with Das Gupta madam, who was PGT Physics and also the in charge of admission department. After a long discussion she allotted me section C. Immediately my mother took me to the class. At that time Bio class was going on and Thakur Sir was teaching the students in his peculiar style in which he spoke the words “What and Right” almost 2 times in a sentence. He let me in and had a small chat with my parent. In the meantime I occupied the first bench at extreme left corner. Siddhartha Singh was sitting next to me. That day Praveen Sinha and Sachin Nema were absent. Manu Dixit and Kazim Khan was sitting behind us. Asif Anwar Qureshi was sitting on the first bench directly facing the teacher. Aditya Paudar, Aditya Nigam, Punit Tiwan, Himanshu Pandey and Prateek were sitting behind Asif (that’s what I guess as I didn’t remember exactly). From that day my new life started. During my mathematics tuition I met with Sooraj Prakash. He was also from K.V. – 1 but was in section A.
I have told you about my bio class. Now, it is time to take a look at some other subjects also. Nayak sir taught us Physics, and if someone asks me to describe him in 1 word I would say Totally Cool. He too has a favorite phrase “Hum bata rahe hai na, tum bas yeh kar lo yahi exam me ayega” no matter whether it was in the exam or not. Jasmine Quadir madam was our chemistry teacher, well don’t have much of the memories of her. V.R.S. Chaturvedi sir taught us English and I remembered he published a book on grammar also at that time. One of my favorite teachers was L.R. Sharma sir, he taught us Mathematics. He was an old man very polite, soft spoken and an excellent teacher. Asif used to chat with him like he was chatting with his friend. Our social science teacher wasn’t look social at first glance, she was a disciplined lady who wanted students to work harder and harder always, and was very much concerned with the map thing. We had one more teacher for social science particularly for History; A.K. Jain sir taught us that. He was also a teacher with incredible knowledge of the subject, but sometime he misspelled some of the words which gave us a chance to laugh after his class. Our Hindi teacher was our class teacher also, and like me K.V. – 1 was a new school to her too as at that time she recently been transferred to the school. Rita Chowdhary madam was like a mother to the class, she gave personal attention to every student, listened to their problem always and as we tease our mother often we did the same whenever we weren’t in the mood of studying. Most of the time our class captain Raghu Sharma who was an awesome basketball player brought some serious issue in front of madam and time passed out in debating on that.
Time was passing pretty fast and obviously I was happy from everything which I had achieved so far in this new place, along with my new friends and a totally new life. And like that class 10th passed on.

So now I was in class 11th, a year has passed and now I had many new friends. But it’s time to see some more new faces. Some from our own school but were studying in different sections and some are from other schools. Anshul Rawat, Arnav Malviya, Sooraj Prakash, Ashish Vijayvargiya, Nikhil Jain,Omprakash Rajput, Varun Tyagi,  Gaurav Rathore Shivkant Soni, Ankita Singhai, Paridhi Patni, Pallavi Barrange, Aishwarya Singh, Meenal Saxena, Swarna Murthy, Chetna Pandagre, Shaifali Sheemar were few of them who joined the Section B of class 11th along with me and my friends. Anmol Bohre joined our company in 12th class. (With time I might have forgotten many names that were in our class and were my friends).
And after having a class teacher like Rita Chaowdhary madam it’s time to have a strict chemistry teacher Bhavna Jaiswal madam as our class teacher. Well, in reality Bhavna madam is also a polite and gentle lady as my other teachers but she has to be strict in the class. Since my childhood I heard from nearly everyone “10th k baad 11th me bahut dikkat ati hai” why?? I was unaware till that time, but was going to realize the same. It was not actually difficult it was different. Well during this year we had a new set of teachers, Bhavna madam taught us chemistry and every student attended her class attentively because if she found someone not paying attention she said without looking at him/her directly “Beta madam ne apko aisa bataya hai kya??” whatever the case may be she was an excellent teacher. For physics we had Das Gupta madam, ya the same. For mathematics we had Qureshi sir, although most of the students found his style monotonous but he was a dexterous teacher. V.K. Misra sir taught us English, well he was a fan of one of the girls from our class, my school friends knew whom I am talking about. 11th class passed on quickly. In this class Arnav Malviya became a good friend of mine as both of us went K.V. Bairagarh for regional science exhibition. I never realized when I reached class 12th. And I was in such obfuscation till the end of class 12th that I wasn’t able to figure out which was more important school or coaching. Time moved swiftly and we got our farewell from our school.
And today, after a half decade, I am missing my school life again. During these years I either with my friends or alone visited the school, approached my teachers, participated in a self organized alumni party, did almost everything just to revive my school life.
The truth is we always love our past, no matter whatever mistakes we have committed; our past is always full of beautiful moments which we can treasure. But we never sense them until we look back. And when you look back you try to live those moments again. Sometimes you start doing all those activities which you did in the past just in order to live again, but doesn’t work. You can’t live your life again, you just can Reminisce it.
To all my honorable teachers and awesome school friends who made my journey full of fun and happiness, and it will remain in my memories forever.


Saturday, January 15, 2011

Just ME

LOVING IS A FEELING THAT BRINGS BOTH JOY AND PAIN TO MY HEART. JOY FROM BEING WITH YOU, BEING FILLED WITH AN EMOTION SO DEEP AND TENDER THAT NO OTHER FEELING CAN COMPARE. PAIN FROM KNOWING THAT I AM SO IN LOVE THAT I AM MORE VULNERABLE THAN I HAVE EVER.

“I was and never will in LOVE.” This am what I thought and honestly speaking I was going well, as always deny for romantic and emotional movies and novels. But this morning the streak ends. More specifically it doesn’t end but just got a bump on the way.
Albeit I knew the story and the characters of the movie, I still watched it while eating self cooked sandwiches at lunch. Well after finishing that 2 hours movie I reacted normally like others who already watched that movie.... I cried. This wasn’t a problem if I cried for a minute or so but tears fell for half an hour continuously, with short gasps. After I finish up with this lachrymose act I found myself in obfuscation. Indubitably “Marley and Me” is a wonderful movie, but Marley (the dog in the movie, who died in the end) wasn’t my dog, I never met him, then why I was crying so badly....
After a long thought I was able to unveil my obscure mind, I was whimpering because it really hurts when someone left you alone stranded on the journey of your life. And if that someone is the one who doesn’t care whether you are rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb but is ready to give his/her heart, it makes you feel rare, pure and special. You not just lost them but lost your identity too.
 Definitely I cannot fall in love within 2 hours, probably love is always inside me and Marley has just evoked it. And that is what I realize it is not that love is not meant for me, I just don’t want to be meant for love. Because the biggest problem with LOVE is 
“The greater your capacity to love,
The greater your capacity to feel the pain” - Jennifer Aniston.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

My First Interview

After a long time I have got something to share. Although this could be posted a week earlier but as usual “Mera mann nahi tha”. But someone remind me that I should write something on my blog no matter whatever the case may be, so here it is…..
The day was 20th September, 2010 just a normal day in Delhi, was raining pretty hard, cars and traffic jams were everywhere. I was sophisticatedly dressing myself in formals (although forgot the tie). After dressing I looked at my wrist watch it was 8:15 hrs. And then my Buaji called me “Cherry have your breakfast first” I had no appetite but don’t even want to deny the home cooked meal (as mostly miss it). So after having my breakfast I was all set for the mission for which I undergone lots of phases of mental tension and dilemma. The mission of getting rejected in a company’s interview…….   
Yes that was primarily my aim, but not from the day 1 when I gave my name for this company. At that time the aim was definitely to get selection, but as time passes something happened and I started thinking that I should rather leave this company. Well, the reason being somehow someone leaked the information regarding a company which is not just better than this one but is BEST in its field, and that field is one of my area of interests. And as per our college’s placement policy if I get selected in any company I have to wait till 80% of my classmates didn’t get the job. Well the company which has the sobriquet as “Daddy Company” and for which I was trying to avoid my first decision: Telcon (TATA – Hitachi) was NTPC. Big name isn’t it.
So, I with my uncle was going to the Telcon’s office for the selection proceedings (which included a technical + aptitude written test, a group discussion and a technical interview). Well, I have to reach the office at 9:30 a.m. but due to traffic jams I got half an hour late. And that was something which I really don’t want to do, obviously I was going for rejection but like this is something after which I can’t even say “yaar maine to poori koshish kari thi, unhe knowledge pasand nahi ayi to kya kar sakte hai?”. Well, as I move out of the car I was thinking about my 9 other friends who were also there for the interviews as they had called me twice during my way to the office. But to my surprise I saw a bunch of guys who were not from our college…. I hurriedly went inside the office and on the sofa I found my 9 MANITians, I asked “kitne aye hai be?” as I realized that we were not alone who were called for the placements on the same day. Avinash answered “60 hai bhai, poora north aya hai haq mangne”. Well it was a good thing for me as now it would be pretty easy to get rejected in first round itself, but suddenly my inner voice said “Buddy if you are not gonna compete among these 6 NITs how you can even think of Off Campus competition which have whole nation ,FYI NTPC is awesome but… you to know that during On Campus interviews it always call for Top 3 in general for the interviews, sorry to say dude but you are 8th in the class where you gonna throw remaining 5, PLUS if you are going to avoid this job your next company will going to avoid you – Nature’s Rule laddie.” Sort of lecture hmmm…..
Well the presentation of the company begins and as the HR. brought attention towards the salary and perks I realized that I should get selected in this company. As the income is handsome PLUS after 1 year of training the hike in it is awesome also I will get a chance to visit the head office of Hitachi for training in Hydraulics (also one of my favorite), which is in Japan, it has a brand of TATA and most important a perk which no other company gives this company Telcon is giving it twice, yes they are giving a Honeymoon Package…
So thank god before the start of the written test I had made up my mind that I want to get in this company, although I wasn’t tensed as you know NTPC was yet to come.
So the written test began and what I saw is the paper was of really good quality but without negative marking and we have to solve 80(60 technical and 20 aptitude) questions in 1 hour. I give my best with whatever I had from my few days preparations, and left everything else for fate. Well I got selected in written and then group discussion but the interview panel made me to wait quite long for the interviews as I was the second last guy to face the interview. Well, nothing serious happened in the interview as the guy was asking me question from my favorite subjects but was just trying to trap me. Some questions were really awesome and I tried my best to answer them correctly but couldn’t get the perfect.
Unlike other companies I don’t had to wait much for the results as they were announced within half an hour after my interview. And as the HR. called my name, with a smile I congratulate myself that now I have a Job…
(P.S.: Although still waiting for the joining letter, hope to receive soon. And ya I had a medical test also the next day and that was really a fantastic experience as the receptionist was pretty interesting and…….)   

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Campus Rumpus


Seems like PRESENT has gained some pace, time is slipping away with celerity and FUTURE has arrived before…..
Campus drive has started in our college with the first company for Mechanical being India Bulls Power. Although the company is surely a pro in retail sector but a tyro in power sector. And that is the reason why unlike company’s HR the income and job profile weren’t so beautiful. Still some students gave it a try. And company selected 2 from Mechanical and 6 from Civil (as expected, because the most recent project is still in erecting phase) at an annual package of 3.5 lacs. The selection procedure consists of 2 written tests, aptitude and technical clearing which a candidate had to appear for the interview.
The interview phase was really exciting even though I wasn’t giving the interview I still was there in the training and placement area just in order to feel the heat. And I think the heat really burnt me out. You can see the tension by just having a glimpse of perilous visage of the candidates. They all were trying to remain cool and calm till the end.
Well the other 69 Mechies are still waiting for their placements; let’s see when we are going to get chance….

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Moving Back into Track


After a long time I am writing, not just because I was busy in my grueling industrial training which ran for 6 long weeks and neither due to a function at home rather I was not so agog to write anything. Well, such thing usually happens with those who live alone, you psyche out due to some reason and then you lose track. And it takes some time to bring you back in the right form.
Albeit I haven’t been able to express my feelings, I had a really good time. I met with all of my cousins after a long time, I am able to complete my long training with an overall gain, and most importantly I was able to bid adieu my two best friends (who have left Bhopal once and for all) although this wasn’t so good but the good thing was actually hidden in the enjoyment we all did for the last time (so assumed). And whenever I will reminisce this event one thing will surely comes into my mind, so called by my friend As…if “The Perilous Fountain”. Well, it wasn’t a thing which I should discuss in detail but in short I was about to die. We all were discussing the physics behind a sudden change in the lineament of a fille whom we all knew, and suddenly I slipped away and found myself in the danger, fortunately I came to senses in right time and nothing serious happened. In spite of all this I really love that event (doesn’t mean that I want it again), but it was something new and that to a level I have never been before.
So far much happened in life, now my college’s final year has begun and the same campus rumpus is going to start soon probably in few days. Hope that I will not loose track again……

Monday, May 31, 2010

ARRIVEDERCI PALS

Today when I look back it appears as if I have finished my school yesterday and get into a college. Although 4 years have passed since I last attended my school,but I never felt it the way I am feeling it right now, reason being for last 4 years I surely have left school but not SCHOOL FRIENDS. I can always see them around me, near me. But now this all is coming to an end. By the end of this month (or may be by the end of next month) everyone will be far away from each others reach. We will be incognizant of when we are going to meet again, unaware of when we are going to listen the same vivacious voices.......
The end of this fantastic, adventurous era is near and it is inevitable. Obviously, from now onwards we cannot meet each other every time we wish but what we can do is to close our eyes and think of all the beautiful moments we had, which made our life a zest. Well for me it is like living Alone in a strange world(well I should make it clear to everyone that for last 4 years I have been living SINGLE but not ALONE). But, I know my friends will reside always in my heart..........
What I can do is pray that this FRIENDSHIP never ends and MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ALL OF US.
(P.S. click on the Tittle to listen a song dedicated to all my parting friends)