Moving Back into Track

After a long time I am writing, not just because I was busy in my grueling industrial training which ran for 6 long weeks and neither due to a function at home rather I was not so agog to write anything. Well, such thing usually happens with those who live alone, you psyche out due to some reason and then you lose track. And it takes some time to bring you back in the right form.

Albeit I haven’t been able to express my feelings, I had a really good time. I met with all of my cousins after a long time, I am able to complete my long training with an overall gain, and most importantly I was able to bid adieu my two best friends (who have left Bhopal once and for all) although this wasn’t so good but the good thing was actually hidden in the enjoyment we all did for the last time (so assumed). And whenever I will reminisce this event one thing will surely comes into my mind, so called by my friend As…if “The Perilous Fountain”. Well, it wasn’t a thing which I should discuss in detail but in short I was about to die. We all were discussing the physics behind a sudden change in the lineament of a fille whom we all knew, and suddenly I slipped away and found myself in the danger, fortunately I came to senses in right time and nothing serious happened. In spite of all this I really love that event (doesn’t mean that I want it again), but it was something new and that to a level I have never been before.

So far much happened in life, now my college’s final year has begun and the same campus rumpus is going to start soon probably in few days. Hope that I will not loose track again……

ARRIVEDERCI PALS

Today when I look back it appears as if I have finished my school yesterday and get into a college. Although 4 years have passed since I last attended my school,but I never felt it the way I am feeling it right now, reason being for last 4 years I surely have left school but not SCHOOL FRIENDS. I can always see them around me, near me. But now this all is coming to an end. By the end of this month (or may be by the end of next month) everyone will be far away from each others reach. We will be incognizant of when we are going to meet again, unaware of when we are going to listen the same vivacious voices.......

The end of this fantastic, adventurous era is near and it is inevitable. Obviously, from now onwards we cannot meet each other every time we wish but what we can do is to close our eyes and think of all the beautiful moments we had, which made our life a zest. Well for me it is like living Alone in a strange world(well I should make it clear to everyone that for last 4 years I have been living SINGLE but not ALONE). But, I know my friends will reside always in my heart..........

What I can do is pray that this FRIENDSHIP never ends and MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ALL OF US.
(P.S. click on the Tittle to listen a song dedicated to all my parting friends)

Happy Mother's Day

A small poem to a special person without whom I didn't even have my identity.

I received sentience in her laps,

As if awoke from an aeon nap.

She is the one, whom I watched day and night,

Yes, I believe I was in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

I kept on calling her name,

As she is my world and my fame.

Because of her I perceived this lovely nature,

As Love, Kindness and Caresses are all parts of her beautiful feature.

My success makes her feel proud,

And she can identify me in lot of crowd.

Her love and care enriched me with zest,

And after that I can maneuver the strongest tempest.

Her happiness is my shine,

And it makes my life properly align.

I know this is tacit, but she is my life’s important hue,

Mamma I love You.

First Love Letter

Finally majors are over (almost……viva are still left) and I was cleaning my cupboard. Yes, it’s true something special came up, because it is then only when I bother about my room’s appearance and aesthetics. It was a phone call…….from my PARENTS. They are coming after some days for some purpose (as this is not the thing I am trying to emphasize on) So, I was cleaning my cupboard and there I found my diary. I just started reading it to have a glance at my past work. And then I came across a poem I had written for a girl. I still remember that day-

Her birthday was coming after few days and I had no idea what I should give her as a gift? So I decided to write a poem for her, as I was moving away from the place because holidays were over, so I just handed a letter and that poem and told her that it’s her birthday gift. After a while, actually the same day she called me and told me that she loves the poem, and promised me to reply for same……..

This poem reminisce my first Love Letter. May be you want to know who the girl was and what was there in the poem? Well, you will get all answers as soon you finish up reading this post. So the poem goes like this…….

I am in love with a girl, who loves me too,

Didi! Obviously its you.

Didi, do you know, why I love you so much?

Because, you cure all my sorrows in just one touch. 

I just want a small space in your heart,

As you are my sweetheart.

When you hug me I feel like heaven,

And this is the only truth of my life, madam.

You are my true friend,

And always tells me about new trend.

You are always in my dreams,

And always send me in correct stream.

You are my sweet, cute dove,

And the bond between us is full of love.

Shine of our love is my treasure,

And it gives me lots of pleasure.

My heart has full faith from your side,

That my love for you is your pride.

But my mind wants an assurance from you,

That you love me too.

That my permanent address is your “Heart’s core”,

And your emotional brother needs nothing more.

These are not only words but emotions of your son like brother,

Please don’t forget him ever…..

Ineffable

I grabbed my phone, dialed the number and waited for a while……..As the call has yet to be received I found myself engrossed in the remembrances. And suddenly the ring tone came to an end. And I had a talk albeit this should have been done weeks back but still the result seems to be unaltered. My eyes were wet (in happiness) when I end the call.

I was talking with most important persons of my life (and unfortunately after a long time) without of whom my life wouldn’t be full of happiness. If you are thinking I am referring my parents I would say No, reason being I converse with them everyday. Actually I was talking with my Grandparents. And to my expectation they were so happy to hear my voice after a long time and so am I. I realized how much I have been loved by everyone.

Well, I used to talk with them when I was in school but as I grew up I started pretending (to no one else but to myself) that I am busy and have no time to talk. And now I realize that I was never been that busy to made a call of just few minutes. As those few minutes of talk gave them lots of happiness. And for me the feeling is just Ineffable.

So, friends why not call your Grandparents today and talk with them, this will make both of you happier. And you will be able to sense the Ineffable.

A Misplay became a Mess play for me

Seems like life does not want to see me happy, as today I commit one of the deplorable mistake of my life but I don’t meant it to happen. It was all just confusion and my blatant statement because of which I am sitting in my room alone in abjection with my heart full of remorse.
As today in second half we all were sitting in H.E. Lab (Heat Engine Lab) waiting for our professor. I was busy in discussing some matter with one of my friends regarding the money we were going to receive in our first prize(for the paper presentation) also we were pulling leg of a lucky guy who was excited about the T-shirt, he was going to receive as a consolation for coordinators. Suddenly our professor brought his presence in the lab and two of my friends who were initially sitting with me took the desk beside mine and get adjusted there, in the mean time our professor went inside the lab to check the arrangement for the experiment. Now, watching my these two friends I too asked them to accommodate me by stating “Main bhi ana chahta hu” but I was unaware of the fact that the ˝Only girl˝ of our class was also sitting there (as I was unable to see her because of extra large size of that T-shirt guy) and there was not even a space left for any movement. Till, I understood what had happen the intellectuals of my class gave it hype by hooting for the same but this wasn’t the end of it as one of my friends repeated the statement in a manner so that the “Only girl” should have thought that I did it intentionally. And now, I realized that this all has blotted my image in front of a girl (and not just any girl but the “Only girl” of our class). I wish I wouldn’t have thought of sitting with my friends, or would have seen the “Only girl” who was sitting beside the XL T-shirt guy, or wouldn’t have gone to the lab. And I am sure the “Only girl” will not going to leave me unscathed.