Thursday, February 18, 2010

Few days back on the Valentine

I know Valentine's day was on 14 Feb. and I am writing this 3 days after it. But I was so busy that couldn't even got time to access internet.
Well, I think it's better late than never. Actually it's "my first valentine's day with my first valentine". On that day as I woke up I was thinking what I am going to do? Am i going to call or to send a message or something else... I was mused when going to drawing room and was astound to see something special exclusively for me. Yes, it was the consent for which I had waited for so long. I read it many times to made myself believe it  by the time  that piece of paper had captivated my mind so badly I was  unable to listen the sound of running water flowing from the tap. Finally when I awoke from my reverie I took that piece of paper and kept it on its place, thanked the one who brought so much of love for me. By, now I think you must be able to guess the person I am talking about. Well, the person is no one else but me. Don't even try to think bawdy. What I mean to say is that piece or paper was actually a newspaper and I am talking about an article which told that One is Fun. After reading that article I realizes that I don't really need a girlfriend rather I just need myself,my own love, and my friends and that's it. All this is enough to keep myself happy as what I am enjoying is my freedom. I didn't say that my liberty would be fetter if I am have a girlfriend, but what actually girlfriend try to do is to make you a good boy or rather a good beau. They want you to behave as they wish and most of the times not as what you actually are. Well, it is a kind of dicey topic which require more discussion but as my wall clock is showing half past midnight and feeling in a state of run-down I stop this topic here. I hope in future also I am going to have a broach on the same.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

"There is No Secret Ingredient"

Well, this should be posted 2 days before, i.e. the time it actually came in my mind. But my illness is responsible for this behindhand. Yet, I don’t think that I am tardy to discuss this. The statement is not just an ordinary dialogue from the movie “Kung-fu Panda” which Po’s dad delivers to him, rather it comprises the SECRET. No, no I am not playing a conundrum. Let me expatiate the thing that it’s actually a blessing in disguise. This is not the first time when I get the bug in my ear but surprisingly second within just 4 weeks.
I am talking about the Secret to succeed it could be, to get a placement in a good company, to be an aficionado, to have your physique same as your favourite actor or to have the most beautiful girl to be your girlfriend. If you think you need some magic or any special ingredient to achieve these I should say SORRY. Because the truth is you need nothing extra. Everything is already there….. Where??? Within YOU i.e. the pre-requisites have already been achieved by you, you just need to ask and believe that’s it. Ask what? Ask for your dream to become reality. Ask whom? The Universe, obviously. As our universe is a perfect reflector having its coefficient of absorptivity zero. Whatever you sow so shall you reap. The universe is similar to the genie of lamp and you are the Aladdin. Whatever be your wish it is a command for genie. Your genie is not going to discriminate between good and bad wishes it’s you who decide your fate. Even this is something that Rhonda Byrne has also explained in her book The Secret. That you should ask for your dreams to come true and then believe, believe your genie, believe yourself. And your dreams will automatically make your path for the journey to achieve your destiny.
I don’t mean that you should engross in reveries throughout the day but believe in your dreams. As your dreams are something that no one can steal. And if you have any dream that means you can achieve it. As God has programmed us in a manner that we never desire for things we don’t deserve, i.e. whatever we desire are actually the things which we deserve or going to deserve. For example it is not everyone who dreamed of flying in the sky but whosoever had it they successfully bring it into reality.
Now, I would like to share few verses of the song of Kung-fu Panda:
                         Although the future
                         Is little bit frightening,
                         It is the book of your life
                         That you’re writing,
                         You’re a diamond in the rough
                         A brilliant ball of clay,
                        You could be a work of art
                         If you just go all the way………

Indeed your thoughts become your things so why not think positive and enlighten your future. And if something wrong happens then……. Then your friends are always there to handle.
Now, as we are moving towards the denouement of this story I think things are now pretty clear. As it is not just important to remember this formula but is also equally important to apply it again and again. Otherwise, you too could get frequent signals from God.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Mercurial feelings

Yet another interesting day passed, full of fun .Nothing much happen in the day time as no classes were held and even my project in charge RG wasn’t feeling fine so he postponed the discussion to next day. While in the evening all of us (me and my friends) gathered to celebrate Sammy’s birthday, had delicious food and after that as usual a“Maghai Pan” made us feel like an epicure. A sort of badinage with each other filled us with felicity. Then the crew made its journey to my home where we talked for a while, examined some of mine exercising tools, discussed various topics regarding project and then bid good night to each other.

Albeit I am happy with them but still I don’t know why sometimes I felt envy of one of my friend while watching him conversing with his girlfriend. Well I too know this is nothing but my ego and I should not allow it to rise, but this egoistic act actuates my emotional mind and then……. I found myself surrounded with lovely but more of scary thoughts of her. “She” is among those few people who understand my feelings, obviously she is my best friend even though we are separated by a distance of more than 186 k.m. she resides somewhere in my heart, and will always.

The day ends in composing an article on My Role Models which includes my parents, my family, my teachers and my friends. As this is going to be my next post.

Monday, February 1, 2010

First Feb.- A ray of hope

The first day of the shortest and most romantic month of year began with a fabulous play. Albeit, I was late for my first lecture in college by 20 minutes but my journey from home to college was full of surprises. Today, also when I woke up I was tardy by 30 minutes, finished my daily chores and start my excursion to college, hast to Board office from where I catch the bus. I was lucky enough to got one immediately as I reached there. As soon I steeped inside the bus I found it to be crowded still anyhow I found some space to stand. After waiting for some 3minutes for the progression (as the driver was interested in some more passengers) finally the 9.00 x 20-12 CEAT tyres of our minibus did some motion as the driver engaged gear and presses the accelerator but suddenly celerity of bus came to halt so as to accommodate one more passenger. As, I was used to all such situations I kept myself calm. And my controlled anger turned into a grin as I found the new passenger was a beautiful lass. And thank to my lucky fortune she stood in front of me. She was beautifully dressed in black suit with a cosy black sweater covering her. And the colour of her dupatta matching beautifully with her red lips. For a while I set my eyes on her or in terms of girls language ogled her. As we reached a bus stop a passenger who was sitting to my left got up for his destination, the same girl occupied the seat instantly and now I was more comfortable to have a vista of her. But this time she too looked at me as if denying to my eye candy but in a really descent manner. And then obliging her I broke the eye contact but to my surprise she was still watching me with certain gap of time. Well, within a minute or so I reached Mansarover complex from where I took another bus to Mata Mandir.
Finally I reached the college, already late for my first lecture but still got the entry in the class as I was the not alone who took entry. The lecture finished with an easy numerical. While in the second class as our professor (who is also a dean of student affairs) in a didactic tone , kept on telling the ill effects of ragging and appealed us to direct the second year to stop ragging, I was trying to understand the method of solving the problem as I was absent in the last class.
The college hours ended earlier as per scheduled (rather we end them early). Also, I wasn’t in a mood to meet my project incharge as I haven’t done the task so I too came home, had some lunch at my newly joined hotel. Came back home had an undisturbed sleep. And when I woke up I again found myself in the same obfuscator situation of which subject to start with? Then finally after much thought and squander I took my project first did some calculations, had a conversation with my parents and brother and went for dinner........
The day ends with a sweet remembrance that boosts me for the coming days of the same romantic February.